paladinofmana

I looked up, and saw stars.

Three Minutes and Thirty Five Seconds "Nick.." I asked. "Yes, my sweet little pop-tart?" Silence. After a few seconds, I said "Why do I always have to go with you to the sperm bank?" "Sweet-Heart, you know I get ever so lonely when I'm here by myself" This was starting to become uncomfortable and quite embarrassing. "Can you please stop talking like that?" Nick laughed. "Oh come on Jack, look at the people around you!" I had been. They were all looking at me and making faces while whispering to their buddies. "Your making them think we're gay". "That's the whole point Jack. It's fun screwing with their minds. It's pretty much a win

The bridges have burned, there's no place to turn. I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't want any of this. I didn't think it would be like this. Who the hell, is this god darned world would desire this? I miss the days when I was a loner, that one kid in the back of the classroom. My life was better back then. Before I started to open up and try and let all these people in my life. I always tried my best to keep back my emotions, not let my desires get in the way of life. Just once I thought I'd try something different. Try and do something that might be better for me. She seemed like the nice girl, I kind of liked her, what could go wron

My ego goes up to extreme measures, and Alexi's goes down. Is there a connection? Perhaps, but, on the more serious note. Alexi, there is no reason for you to be upset, have feelings of self-hate, or depression. You have made me feel like absolute crap sometimes, I'm not being mean I'm telling the truth. But I know that all these times, you didn't mean to make me feel that way. And that's why I'm not effected as much. But, your a great person. You make me laugh at times, you talk about interesting things, and despite whatever impression people can get from you at times, you are a good person. There is no reason for you to hate yourself. Yo